Bad Habit: Impatience

I have long since acknowledged my terri(ble/fic) demeanor. I am (im)patient, it goes without saying, and I have to check myself constantly before doing something or opening my mouth.

Lately, I have become more irritable towards myself, because of the petty mistakes that most likely go into flames, which I would then fan.
No one should sustain this habit of self-depracating. I know it’s unhealthy, and yet I do it, like eating fried meat.

Society as a whole likes to drone over the shoulder to peek at the things I should be doing but don’t. Sometimes, it seems disappointed, but mostly, it doesn’t care.
They don’t care in the sense that they can’t; they don’t know me at all, so there’s really no big reason to.

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